Thursday, October 20, 2011

365 Days Later

sssooooo 365 days later
Its the hubby and i's one year anniversary since we started DATING
 (might i mention we have been married for 6 months now too hahahah)
We had been talking for a few months before i finally excepted the fact of having a TITLE wasnt really going to change anything with our relationship and lives at that moment (however this existing relationship im talking about that wasnt going to change was a very exciting DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP and we where not even ever around each other making it an even bigger commitment to sign up for a distance relationship that EVERYONE frowns upon "never work out" "cheating" blah blah blah  i mean honestly who would want to do this?NOONE who would sign up for that type of relationship OBVIOUSLY NOONE would choose that but if you "beat the odds" it makes you a lot stronger.......which LUCKY ME -- WINNER WINNER WINNER i didnt have to go down that path INSTEAD here we are MARRIED and thousands of miles apart!!

BOO BOO BOO BOO BOO

and my biggest most HUGE fear of losing my best friend by getting into a relationship with him ACTUALLY ended up being the best decision ever --it made our friendship even stronger!!! my best friend is now my HUSBAND :)

I COULDNT IMAGINE MY LIFE ANY OTHER WAY

However, I will be the first to admit--I am very ready to have him home DISTANCE IS OVER RATED----im over the distance, im over being strong, im over not getting to do the little NORMAL things that people get to do with their spouses!!!!, im over sleeping alone, im over not having him hear to talk about all the stupid little things, im over "planning" future out "when we are together again" what we will do and what we want, IM OVER NOT BEING IN THE SAME TIME ZONE; SAME LIFE!!!!!!!!! IM READY TO LIVE OUT OUR FUTURE LIVE OUT OUR RELATIONSHIP LIVE OUT OUR PLANS!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

2 comments:

  1. THANK YOU for being the one to finally say...IM OVER IT.

    It gets old really fast, doesn't it?

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    1. It is worth it but filled with some rough days

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